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Friday, May 23, 2008

well....

OK,i will just admit it... I am lazy for blogs.. these is the reason:
1. using stupid pinyin for typing ( sorry chia yin )
2. i will become stupidly emo
3. i am just dishonest about my blog

Disappoint??

SO sorry bout that... but i will be totally honest from now on...

To be honest..
I hope you all prepare for being heart attack.. ha.

Today is the last day of 1B exam,yucks!! i hate exam... I used to have a very open minded bout exam... happy go lucky.. but now, everything change since i enter this new class... my class is a class of bookworm(sorry....). Its true when u see them holding a book whenever they are... i just cant do the same like them... For them.am i a freak??(for not always holding a book).

But,exam is going to over( 6 hours left)... and i start to plan about my holiday... improve my English??? or maybe i just have to repay my sleep dept... During this exam,i just slept for 3 hours per day and i feel incredible right now.. Where comes my passionate about exam?? Erhemm... Actually... I am vain.. I want good result is to being proud in front of everybody. ha ha... But these does not happen every single exam as teik how is the biggest winner... Don't denied about it!!!

Currently,i start to think of my R-E-L-A-T-I-O-N.. Its all about my ex bf... ARGH.... Am i still have feelings on him?? maybe yes... disappoint??? please don't... i am undergo a series of transformation... from a simple brain to a more complicated one.. But i am not sure that it will success or not... I try to be honest with myself... Its quite tough for me... But honest in front of other people is more tough... You cant make sure that people can accept the darker side of you or not...

When Chia Yin said about my relation,she will just scoff... Am i really too not serious in love?? No!!! I am not!!! i am totally serious when love passing by... But just.. maybe I will start to see things in different perspective when love passing by... And i am selfish,I will give myself the best.. Not other...

Ever wonder about why i have a very ugly history?? Maybe is because i am too good and don't know how to refuse people...Its hard to say 'NO'... but i have mentioned just now.. I am undergo-ing a transformation... trust me...

3 comments:

linky said...

1st: Dont wan use red color to wrote my name!!

2nd: I not bookworm...n hor...u not always holding a book...but i never hold the books when at school...so u better than me lah..XD

3rd: Where i got scoff you?? I just ask u be serious mah...dont wan so flower heart mah...

4th: Finally you know say "NO" is vr hard ar?? Always ask me to say 'no' to others, but u oso need learn together with me...Haha...

esther620XD said...

aiseh~
ur english bei pai ma...
wei ya...
neva c u on9 geh???
happy holiday~
^^

Teik how said...

transformation ???